Monday, 20 June 2011

i wish i strong enough

assalamualaikum

emm. sye slalu blek asrama ari ahad. org laen kalo bru ahd smpai mlm tu dorg dh kol mak dorg tp sye tak. sbb nanty sye rse homesick lg , sye tanak jd lemah. so usually sye akn kol mama sye ari jumaat berikutnya.


sye kol mama sye ari jumaat mlm. sye tkde fon rumah, so sye kol fon mama sye no maxis. so kalo rm1 dpt kol kejp jeh :( mse sye kol tu, kaka sye elly yg agkt, suawe dye sdey plak. sye dh pelek, knape nee? kaka sye ckp mama dkt ospitL. injap jantung tesumbat, sye sdey wak. sye nak balek nak jmpe mama, tp sape nak amek sye? sye tanak ssh kn spe2 amek sye, so i make a decision stay dkt asrama jeh.

sye naek dorm, arinee kne bce surah al mulk dkt dorm, slalu bce dkt surau jeh. so sye kene kuat. sye tk boley nanges dpn org, sye tanak org ckp sye lemah @ cengeng. time tgh bce surah sye terbayabg2 maama sye, n tetibe sye dh tk tahan, sye tewas juga, air mata sye jatuh *hingus pun. sye malu wak nanges dpn org dgn kua hingus skali.

sye eppy ari isnen which is semalam, biase la isnen msty ade assembely*tktow spell btol ke tak mlas nak translate* sye nmpk ayh sye, yeah! nak amek sye la tu :D dpt jmpe mama yeah :") papa ckp arinee mama nk kne operate, so better jmpe mama dluw.

skrg mama sye tak sedar lg, mngkn tgh hari nnty dye sedar.

doakan mama sye selamat okay :*